emote2 ko wa man ka

I patiently waited for you months ago, I nursed the hope that you would come back because I know you love me but Im not sure hehehe. But my hope was in vain. I wanted to die then, for life without you is meaningless. But it is perhaps written in the stars that I am destined to live so as to pass the tests of time. And as days slid into weeks you continue seeking for earthly joy. I myself discover that you often engulf yourself those days in that place where wild flowers could set one's heart inyo the divineless aphrodisiac fire. While you were there searching for sugarcoated joy, I was here with tears swelling in my eyes.